ANDREA'S

So i realized.... recently i've always been so angry :( Like really.... and i don't know why but just seeing a few people on my timeline just now just broke this like barrier? that held all my grudges and anger back but well... im only human.

I get pissed pretty easily... But i also forgive and sometimes forget pretty easily too... I mean... Friends are friends right? i try to accept every flaw and just well... accept everything about my friends as much as i can but sometimes... i just get so pissed i want to throw a rock at someone like literally!

I guess.... i always bottle up all my feelings... like i tell myself... Just Smile :) Just Smile :)
'Is everything okay?' 'YES! *smile*' But sometimes... inside of that smile ill like 'FADIUGFYUASDYUSA' Omg i sound so two faced T_T But there are different types of two faces huh LOLOL TWO FACES WTH

Like people who act like everything is fine and smile smile happy happy talk talk laugh laugh with you but will bitch bitch bitch behind your back... People who can compliment you to your face with faked smiles but insult you behind your back.

 The liars. You'll never know whats behind that smiley that fake smiley...


But i just keep everything in... i mean would you prefer me to always shout in your face DWFUYGFYSDAYFASUDYIG every time? Cause really.... then people will probably be super afraid of me cause ill be screaming at people in the van on the mrt during dinner LOLOL

But still... i cry easily... like REALLY EASILY and i HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE IT

Often... no one ever knows why... Also cause i seldom even ever let anyone know why... i used to... But i stopped... You may think you know me... But you're wrong i don't even post my real feelings truly on my PA.... i can only talk to myself and be honest cause well... i don't trust anyone at all... i just can't bring myself to ever again... the only person i can trust is myself... So that's all i can do. i can't talk to anyone or cry in a friend's arms i can only cry to myself...

Each time.... i get proved wrong.... whenever people ask me what happened? or anything... i just don't even know how to answer... Cause trusting again just... till now every night i'm thinking... what if she told them? what has she told them? who's the one lying? and when i trust someone and really put that person first i end up being made use of... now making me suspicious or everyone? 

When was i genuinely happy? I don't even know what having a real friend feels like anymore...
I always think Kayleigh Jen or Carrot are angry with me... or that Lisha or Shuqi can't even care less... or Geraldine really doesn't care....

So recently i went to sentosa with Shuqi Geraldine Lisha Harry Raymond and Kayleigh and Yongqi joined us halfway ^__^ Must enjoy all thats left of the holidays!!! hahaha and because i felt bad that i couldn't make it to fetch shuqi from the airport when she came back :( heh i had such an awesome day with my darlingzxs ♡

We were suppose to meet at 12 noon and the latest person would treat everyone to ice cream but sobs that trick ain't working anymore :( cause we all met at 1230? LOL and while on the way i texted lisha...

Me: wru? :)
Lisha: In your heart <3
Me: bitch you're in my asshole
Lisha: But Don't you love me? :(
Me: Yes thats why i keep you inside me u__u
Lisha: aww so cute xD im at outram park

LATE! haha
After that we went for lunch, talked, went to buy snacks etc and as we were lost looking for the boardwalk to sentosa, we got stuck at timezone~ AND HARRY TOOK OUT THIS WHOLE STACK OF CARDS THAT HAD MONEY IN THEM AND ME AND SHUQI WERE LIKE 'DDR!' *RUNS* haha thank you Harry ^__^

So we ended up taking the train to sentosa at like 2pm+? haha But still... there was enough time to have fun ^__^ We went straight to Siloso beach and we and geraldine rolled around in the sand and water and i tried to get everyone wet and sandy but sadly.... everyone was like 'LAI LE LAI LE' *runs* :( so not fun u__u But we took loads of picture ^__^






 After that, the plan was to take the skyride and luge but lisha brought only $5 T_T and geraldine was afraid of heights :( and Kayleigh and carrot came to find us already so.... we went straight to astons \m/ Then as we were waiting for our food, AMANDABIEBERBLAST!!! haha Trust me, you DO NOT want to read tweets from her while waiting for food u__u She hates one direction but.... likes their member's member =__= dots dots dots dots dots dots haha but still.... ITS ASTONS! how can you ever not enjoy astons?

While walking there... here are more pictures ^__^ 

After dinner we went back to vivo and well... TIMEZONE AGAIN HAHAHHA i feel so bad for harry :( his cards from some lucky draw all went to us!!! omg but we sat the movie roller coaster moving machine thingy and omg so fun! fits 2 people but we keep on squeezing 3 \m/ haha and we kept screaming!!! LOL i remember when Kayleigh Lisha and Shuqi were taking it then me and carrot took a 2liedownonmovingmovierollercoasterchairs thingy then we could here them screaming and screaming our images are all ruined u__u HAHA But overall.... we had so much fun :') and we played some tap tap game with kara and my 'sister' GOO HARA LOLOL but it was fun so thats forgiven u__u

ILOVEKAYCARROTSHUGERFISHHARAYMOND :D

Ok so what is there to say other then THE TRIP WAS AWESHUME! now put cha hands up and lets celebrate HAHHAHAH although at first i almost didn't get to go.... but... i still did :) So....


Day 1 25th May 2012

Seven a.m.waking up in the morning .... ITS FRIDAY FRIDAY GOTTA GET DOWN ON FRIDAY
ok so i woke up, packed my bag and rushed to the airport to meet YongQi JieQi and Yeeling :) Breakfast at KFC \m/ then after that we checked in and OMO OMO SO FUN :3 always watching idols go into the departure hall from outside but for once we're the ones going in \m/ Ok so after going onto the plane all of us went dead into sleep and i only woke up when the plane landed and i felt the touch down lol and wahaha we had arrived in KLAI 
 

Polaroid with _CARROTMIN <3 HEHEH

OK so although the air plane ticket was pretty pricey cause of last minute booking.... i got to see Block B Dal Shabet and wait for it.... U-KISS inside the arrival hall!!! So fuck the money cause it was worth it! 8)  it was pretty funny cause we were running around finding u-kiss's arrival gate and we ended up finding Block B and Dal Shabet on the way :3 But well... what can i say about u-kiss? it was so amazing being able to walk , take skytrain/aerotrain and even queue all the way to the chop chop passport place together with one of your main fandoms. The feeling is AMAZING ok although some unexpected things happened... overall i still really enjoyed myself and im super thankful that we actually got a chance like this~ I mean... how many people get a chance to have this? So what if you can pay to enter the hall? theres no guarantee you can see them but we actually got to :)

HEHEH MY LIPS TATTOO IS SEXY NO? :3




Day 2 6th May 2012

Do wanna B? BLOCK B! We all overslept and missed the buffet breakfast but oh well at least KWC was super duper close to our hotel and we could just walked over \m/ heheh the place is huge and the moment we entered my wallet cried! The place is filled with shops and everything was super cheap it was like paradise :') We ate at Old Town and walked around for a while before going to see the stage AT LEVEL 15! how cool is that Singapore shopping centers barely even have 15 levels :( But well the stage was awesome and place was HUGE But there were already so many people and we were so far behind so we decided to find the loading bay or well... the place they would come out from their van and we failed T_T But it was quite funny cause we found the lift they were going to take and the guard was like "this lift is closed" we were like sad face "why?" then he told us "Korean artists are going to take it so we had to close it" HAHHAHAH first time a guard actually told us all we need to know u__U But well the security there is really damn daebak cause we didn't get to see them enter T_T wait and wait until yeeling and jieqi had to leave for putrajaya to queue for teen top :(

But well after that we just walked around and took random lifts and somehow we ended up backstage :3 then the guard chased us away :( and we ended up at the vip area FYGSGS then we like stayed there the whole time :') we didn't have the tag though so we just blocked ourselves and we didn't get caught :') Block B performed 4 songs if i remember correctly and well... im satisfied :) though zico wasn't there T_T

Heheheh Block B during the fansign :]


Day 3 4 5 6

carrot jieqi and yeeling left on 27th morning :( so it was off to KLAI again to send them off :) and well... After that all i did was shop and shop and shop and shop and eat and eat and eat and eat and well this is what i mean

new clothes accessories and mac make up <3
new shoes <3
krispy kreme should really have outlets in sg!!!

Secret Recipe <3 the cake there is like rm 7-10 if i rmb correctly AND THATS LIKE SGD 3-4 TDTDTDYDDDCDCDSDDS sg sells it at like SGD 5+? omg i sound so cheapo T_T AGAIN

Papa John \m/
Breakfast Buffet

 Drink which i still don't really know what it is... But well it looks so pretty so i guess its forgiven :3

Ok so now i miss uss its crazy how we spend $35 a day stalking and thats just for van. Two days thats $70 already and theres still times when your van disappears and you're forced to take a cab so two days $90? thats enough to enter uss... Yet we've never once been there together before. Even just having fun at sentosa skyride and luge etc things we cant 'afford' Haha i remember last year march... Park Jungmin Period.... With JingYing Shipei and Sharlene if i remember correctly :x we were cabbing somewhere and we planned to go to sentosa. But we ended up stalking Jungmin and after that we never had the 'time' or 'money' to go.

I've been inside uss twice with family for a full day to play and all and i've been inside twice with my friends too? But just to stalk.... Gosh hopefully when it's nearer to Kayleigh's bday we can go tgt \m/ Jen YongQi and I~ HEY THATS EXACTLY 4 FOR A ROLLERCOASTER which i won't dare to take u__U Heh or maybe i will :3 But still.... Pictures and just the day together will be worth it im sure ^~^



Ok now so the last time i went to uss was.... last week of school! haha skipping school for uss (Y) I went with my aunt and sis and YEGFYUFIFGBFYUG new fav ride:TRANSFORMERS okokok ITS NOT JUST 4D itsitsits AMAZING 8) like you can srsly feel everything likelikelike a rollercoaster 8D just that you barely move :\ I LIKE 8D HEHEHHEHEHE and we took damnnnnn a lot of pictures \m/and with like all the characters at uss except for the Madagascar characters :c