ANDREA'S

Because on sleepless nights. Just lying there... alone. the thoughts just start flowing.


worst thing is when you realize that that person that's gone..... is you.

they don't stop. they just keep falling. till you don't even feel them anymore. they're there. they're falling. but what are they... nothing. just water. just hidden feelings. nothing.

sadly....







ok i really spent my whole night on tumblr.... till i even decided to create an account again... looks like im going to be spending a lot of time on tumblr now again....
andreajang.tumblr.com

this hurts.....  a lot.

and i cried after each time.

life is a war. a living hell.

and right now im just waiting for my body to self shut down. because as much as i want to sleep. i can't. i tried. but i can't.

oh and since im already about to post i shall just add this here shortly.
Current March holidays hair <3



shall post a happier post again soon.... asap.

Lesighpie.... when i get one of those depression periods in my life... i always just crawl around tumblr. Sadly, those are the periods when i feel ugly fat and unattractive as hell. So i look at pictures or sexy pretty fabulous bitches, eat ice cream and cry and feel just plain gross and unwanted... and when i look into the mirror i see a walrus look back at me. I pull myself down all the way.

BUT

After i get pass all that.... HERE COMES THE MOTIVATION BABY!
I know it ain't healthy... but it sorta works right? I put myself down to push myself and drive myself to strive for perfection...

Ok on to the main point.

I WANT ABS
I WANT A NAVEL PIERCING
I WANT TO DYE MY HAIR FULL BLUE/GREEN
I WANT EYEBROW PIERCINGS
I WANT TO LEARN DANCE.

Can u imagine already? IMAGERY PEOPLE!!!! actually, on top of that... i've decided that i really want... to go for plastic surgery... to fix my upper eye lids... but that ill have to wait for a long long time haha ok so these 5 first!

ABS.

just look at how fucking sexy that is.... SCREAM.

I can't express in words how bad i want those lines right now.....

Actually tbh i've always wanted abs... for a very long time now... but i guess my problem is consistency. I need to be more consistent in training those babies hahaha

i actually follow this abs workout most and sometimes this and this and random victoria secret model workouts u__u


I try to push myself to do at least 10 minutes everyday and sometimes i just randomly go to youtube search for any random video and just do it haha but most of the time i just go to a playlist and just do my favourite few which make my stomach hurt like CRAP

But everytime i eat and go crazy over food.... i end up meeting my long lost not so long ago and not so lost friend tina the talking tummy again T__T

hmm but hwaiting to me. Im totally in the mood now hahaha. i just have the thinking that having abs will me more valuable to people... in a way. ideky but yeah i don't plan to stop until i get the body i want.


BELLY PIERCING
need i say anything? imagine me with abs. and a navel piercing..... FUCK
but i promised myself. that i will not get my piercing until i get abs which satisfy me.
so good luck to me then..... urgh

HAIR

I never did get my turquoise highlights last year :( ordered turquoise la riche directions dye from pretty pieces but never got my dye =___= urgh

OMFG. Taking a look at the la riche directions colour chart now hahahaha

Seriously can't wait for june hols \m/ Im gonna just fuck remedials haha either let me enter school with blue hair or whatever ill just not go for anything....
GREEEEEEEEN HAIR I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE GREEEN HAIRRRRR

But its quite common already :( so blue hair here i come haha sorry green, i still love you <3

 EYE BROW PIERCING
 look at how fucking sexy that it..... ok after what happened to my ear... im quite scared to get an eyebrow piercing :x i mean imagine having to cut your face open.... YIKES

but its just too sexy for me to resist :(
 omg look. its seducing me.

 Ok gonna end this post as quick as i can now cause i wanna watch criminal minds hahaha and my laptop battery is dying soon :'(


 ends post like a selca as usual ^^ #potd today hahahah

Didn't go to school today... and i just realized i haven't blogged in over a month :O /slaps self/
But tbvh, i don't really have any idea about what i should blog about so... here's just a post about what i've been doing recently ^^

Lasalle with my beloved E506 <3
Believe it or not... Hadn't really met my cell for a very long time >< only twice this month i think :x which seems like a million years compared to usually when we spend at least 2 days of each week together haha but yeah.... finally got to spend time with them again last sunday (

Met them in the afternoon and we all bought our lunches and ate at lasalle ^__^ and being on the fake grass at lasalle.... WHO WOULDN'T CAMWHORE? U__U

failed tumblr inspired selca hahaha

and for that day, after lunch some of us went home and the rest of us went to park lane for lan time \m/ hehehe l4d2 for 3 hours woohoooo ^u^\/ and right after that, we had dinner at just acia WITH FREE FLOW ICE CREAM <3 and that was how that day went.... simple but awesome day haha :)

ohoh #ootd hehe ^__^\/

 E506 Family Steamboat <3
Steamboat @ Jasmine's house was simply....  SPECTACULAR <3
Look at all the food <3 and silly me wore high waist shorts T__T 10 minutes into the steamboat and i had already unbuttoned my shorts and omg.... the moment i unbuttoned, at the first breath my zip just went zzzzzzz down haha so literally i ate till my shorts exploded cause im a pig like that u__u

Got a lot of time to take many many pictures and go crazy together with everyone too ^^

Because we are sisters and sisters who camwhore together, stay together baby!!!<3 <3 <3 woohooo and let the camwhoring begin xD




NOW GET YOUR RETARD ON AND LET THE UNGLAMNESS BEGIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








Hahahaha did you laugh? u__u i bet you did.... and hi there :) now you've seen the retard side of me \m/
and am i crazy? actually......HELLYEAH I AM!  WAHAHAHAHAH Why so serious? you only live once baby so fuck everyone and be as retarded as you want to be cause well..... that's what i do u___u

So that sums up the steamboat hehe ^__^ and  i really love E506, the people im not afraid to go full retard in front of <3

OK NEXT UP!!!
I  <3  THESE AWESOME DUDES!
So recently i've been spending a lot of time with these awesome people right here...
Meet
Derrick ^^ he's seriously damn funny and damn caring hahaha and one day i whatsapped him a picture of dog dada with a 'big smile for you' and he replied 'r u high?' walao this stupid asshole haha and he also scribbled all over my timeable and coloured everything and wrote 'Derrick is awesome' and now everyone who sees my timeable is like 'who is derrick?' hahaha but yeah i love this asshole <3

Zhong Lie ^^ Handsome right handsome right? hahaha omg he damn nice please!!! always dabao kfc for me and walao when i asked him how much was it cause i wanted to pay him back he forever 'free one lah' argh make me feel bad only :( but he's migrating to Australia after june.... which is damn fucking sad cause February is already ending T__T i cried like shit when i first found out haha eyeliner everywhere :x but yeah that's just cause i really love this stupid asshole haha  <3

 Chuan Shu ^^ Hahaha he's damn cute and damn funny lorh!!! and he just called me to ask me to help him find a maple account hahaha what??? and he's also the reason i met these awesome dudes ^^ and how i met him is actually quite a funny story u__u hahaha me and my friend were taking a picture of our other friend and somehow he was in that picture haha and that was how we met u__u awesome story or what? i love this annoying asshole <3
Arthur ^^ He is damn cute i swear omg hahaha forever whatsapping with him at night and he's forever lazy to sleep hahaha where got people lazy to sleep one sia? hahaha damn cute lorh! and one night, he stayed with me till like 6+ am when i was crying and omg i can't tell you how much i love him for just being with me T__T it seriously sucks to be at home crying alone... and i never even told him why i was crying :x i just cried all night long and i have no idea how he didn't get bored and leave hahaha seriously seriously love him <3

and that's mostly whats been happening recently.... happy parts of my life <3 haha ok and i shall now end this post with a selca in case you're missing my face :P