Ok im bored and i feel like slamming the keyboard but i don't want to be angry and i don't want to spam twitter so here i am again lol i think its funny how i keep talking to myself but whatever hahahahha :3

Ok so....... im sad angry pissed upset depressed or whatever like half of my life! So now im thinking and typing out.... what makes me happy?  ok so these are what comes into my mind :)

OK SO S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G It can never not make me happy! Ok it makes me happy but makes my wallet cry but heh! Like whenever im like reallyyyyyy down.... i just immediately go online and like 'I WANT THIS' 'I WANT THIS' 'IWANT THIS TOO' it just makes me happy :) 

But seriously.... what girl doesn't love shopping? what HUMAN doesn't love shopping? ahhahahahhahaha
Who won't feel happy having a new shirt or new dress or shorts or a skirt or jeans jegging leggings heels wedges platforms sandals rings bracelets necklaces make up nail polish OMG SHOPPING <3

Like a few days ago... because something really really really broke me into pieces.... i was like becoming my old self again T____T BELIEVE IT OR NOT I MANAGED TO CUT MAH VULGARITIES FOR A WHILE OK???? and it was frigggggggggiiiiinnnnnngggggg hard T_T and now its back.... lol 

Also i started crying myself to sleep again... i used to all the time but stopped for a few months? but now its back ;_____; so one sunday i just grabbed like $80 and went to meet kayleigh carrot raymond and harry at somerset and well... i wanted to spend it all on clothes but there was no sunday parade that day and my favorite accessories shop wasn't at the bazaar :( but still.... that didn't stop me.

I spent all my money basically on accessories........BUT I WAS HAPPY <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 

 I WANT TO TAKE PICTURES LIKE THIS <3 pretty *O*


SCREAMING JUMPING GOING CRAZY & SADYUGDASUYGUYFSAFASDSADDS-ING 
 FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN 

HYUNSEUNGHYUNAMINWOOSIWANKISEOPBISEUTEUUKISSEUCHILDRENOFEMPIRE

SARANGHAE SARANGHAE SARANGHAE SARANGHAE SARANGHAE SARANGHAE 

OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA 

DUGUFIASUYGAWYHTFASDHGFVASDHGFVDSAHGASGJSGAHJSAGHFGHFSHGFJFDSAHG 
Ain't it just so fun to go crazy and do whatever you feel like doing and jump and scream and go crazy and lose your mind and forget about everything and just SDUSIGUAGJUASFGUFASGUYASFGYASG all day?

Sometimes i look like this and people think im like superrrr happy cause something superrrrr awesome happened but most of the time its just my cover :\ like i really don't know when was the last time i was genuinely like this cause i was happy :\

MINWOO DID THE HEART BACK TO ME FGUDKAJGYDUSAGUSAYDAUSDTGSDFYUTGFDS ok but this was 2 years ago T____T

KEVIN SAID I LOVE YOU TOO AUIADGUADSFGUASHUIASDGFUIDGSDUIGUYSAGAUYSG
ok this was 2 years ago too :\ 

HAISH
DANCING
THIS IS HOW I DANCE YO! i know you jelly u___u cause your arms ain't as wiggly as mine :P
HAHAHHAHAHA ok i love spongebob :3 SPONGEYBOB SQUARE PANTS 

Ok this is probably how i look like trying to dance HAHAHHAHAHAH BUT WHATEVER IDC WHAT YOU SAY U___U it ain't a music core performance so :P Ok i think its the same as my above reason :\ but thats more of anyhow kdtkuytrugewayui-ing and this is more of lalalallalalallalallaladance-ing O__O saywhut

I guess i just like dancing? but i only dance for myself and no one else u___u hmph bite me and i still won't go ohohohohohoh ohohohoh change for you :P omg i remember i bought like a jumper just so i can dance that dance for myself and i never wore that jumper before but its been in my wardrobe with its tag on for a year now HAHAHHAHAHAH

But theres just something about the stage that just thrills me yet scares me which is why.... I ONLY DANCE IN MAH BEDROOM WITH THE DOOR LOCKED YO :P ok i mean..... having so much attention :\ its fun? yet scary.

I LIKE DANCING WHEN NO ONE IS WATCHING FULLLLLLSTOPPPPPPP :D

SO RIGHT NOW IM HAPPY :D YAY