Because on sleepless nights. Just lying there... alone. the thoughts just start flowing. worst thing is when you realize that that person that's gone..... is you. they don't stop. they just keep falling. till you don't even feel them anymore. they're there. they're falling. but what are they... nothing. just water. just hidden feelings. nothing. sadly.... ok i really spent my whole night...
Lesighpie.... when i get one of those depression periods in my life... i always just crawl around tumblr. Sadly, those are the periods when i feel ugly fat and unattractive as hell. So i look at pictures or sexy pretty fabulous bitches, eat ice cream and cry and feel just plain gross and unwanted... and when i look into the mirror i see...
